23.01.2013

everything bad seems to be coming in 1 day. which is today. had higher chinese test back today and yup i failed. getting mistakes at areas which are the easiest. the way i wrote certain words also made me minus marks. not just 1 but 2. and i did study for the test. maybe it wasn't the hardest? every time the confidence i had before a certain test disappears at the end of the test.
today, i took my amath test. i did my revision, tried practices and everything was still ok. even the work miss lim gave, i manage to do it and got the right answers. there's no major problems so far.... but who knew during the test, everything was gone. GONE. i couldn't solve the 1st and 2nd question which were the highest marks questions. i started to panic a lot. i solved the rest but had no confidence in my final answers at all. WHYY. i know how to solve them when given as hmk, i know how to solve them. but yeah, there mist be careless mistakes which made my ans really weird. i had only 10 minutes left, 2 undone, the rest not checked. i was on the verge of tears kk.... my hands were even 'trembling'. knowing ppl around me were done, i got even more scared. i can't even focus after thinking about the fear of failing it. i really don't understand why i could get my hmk done well but not in the test. a fail for sure.
there's no kids that wouldn't want to do well for their test... though i studied, i am still going to fail it. am i that stupid?! sighhhhhh)':
that's all.....

a quickie.

so far i still don't have the time to blog about my concert experience(part 2)... most probably this weekend, all the interesting things that happened will be mentioned there.
so a quick update....
lessons are much faster now and somehow i no longer feel it's the start of the year. was quite happy that i managed to understand history chapter 1 :) about WW1, TOV, LON etc etc. bio was good too........ however (yup there's always smth baddd), some lessons are terribly boring that i can't even really concentrate in class. for example, chemistry. maybe it's because of the teacher, i really don't like chem now. (rants) how unreasonable she is. ugh and yes, most prob i'm going to receive a scolding from her tmr. do you guys (esp students out there) think that teachers always love to put the blame on students? i really hate when teachers keep scolding the class and spoils everyone's mood. --- one reason i hate a particular subject. heh nuff said.
amaths test tmr! i think my revision wasn't v in depth but at least i got the different concepts downn. hopefully careless mistakes won't be everywhere..... hope it will be easy too.... so at least can do well for the first amaths test of the year. most prob in future amaths won't be easy anymoreeee...
ok goodnight :)

Jay Park Live In Singapore Concert 2013 (Part 1)

Yesterday night was one of the best night everrr. attended Jay Park Live in SG concert or rather a prolonged showcase was real fun. lemme share some things that happened yesterday.... I entered the performing art center at the star at about 7.35pm.

The Star Performing Art Center

The seat i bought was at Block A Row J Number 4. Which was rather close to the front....

Jwalk, Jun, Jfly lightstick <3

Waited for about half an hour before the show officially starts. The show kicked off with Jay's dance team's perf(if i'm not wrong it's prepix).They were awesomeee, everyone was screaming like mad and of course the atmosphere was good. Because there were still seats infront, i actually went to sit there so it was closer... ended up sitting at the 3rd row first seat (all the way to the left). Then instead of sitting i actually stood somewhere infront to get a better view.

The girls danced to  SNSD's I got a Boy

more dancinggggg. whoo.

i swear whenever a dance song end i'm like WHERE'S JAY PARK. i was super nervous. and then finally the preview played.

he finally came out and kicked off the show with 'Nothin' On You'. he looks damn good in his shades, don't mind me fangirling a bit.

After singing Nothin' On You, he sang english version of girlfriendddddd. keke. 

Put your hands up y'all

After that he greeted all of the fans who were there. I can't exactly rmb what he said but i rememebered that he asked us if we missed him and the fans were like 'YESSSSS!!!!'.Jay added that besides Korea, Singapore is the second country he performed the most. It's his fifth time here(':

    Here's a fancam of the first 2 songs. (This vid does not belong to me)

 

After that, he went backstage and put a on jacket and performed his 3rd song of the night - Abandoned. 

 Fancam of Abandoned

  After abandoned he performed AOM1LLIONAIRE(eng version) it was dopeeee.

Shades on. Dope.

Fancam of AOM1ILLIONAIRE

I couldn't take much pictures after this because there was like this security guy behind me asking us to stop taking pictures or videos. heh. 

After a rap song, he performed his slow/acoustic songs. I got your back and Star (:

he was dancing kkk.

his smile :) gaspppp

 Fancam of Star and I Got Your Back

After that, it's the start of the 'ladies stage' hahahahaha. he performed his smexy songs. turn off your phone and do what we do. it was da best. those moves were just ahhhhhhh. 

his tongue ahahahah

singing to people sitting at the box seats.

hoshyt. smexyyyyyyy.

 Fancam of Turn off your phone and Do what we do 

yo

ok so officially added my blog's url in twitter and instagram so ppl will know about this site right. hahahaha and guess what. 1 more friggin day to jaypark live in singapore (: damnnnnn exciteddddd whooooo.
bye bye need to go do my homework. eeek. most prob going to do another blog post later cause got inspiration~~~ ahahaha

how were your weekends?

felt bored so i decided to started a blog post. whee. guess what, 4 more days to jay park's concert and 2 more days for him to arrive in sgp. fyeah.
how did i spent my weekend? i went iut shopping on saturday with my gma. awesome yeah. it's time to go shopping since cny(chinese new year) is coming in less than a month. i'm v disappointed with the clothes from f21 kk. maybe it's just me but i spent less than 5min in there(unexpectedly it was rather boring)... so i went to cotton on and finally some nice clothes!! got a sheer shirt and black skater(?) skirt to match. (will share a picture someday~) trying out shoes there was fun, esp heels. hahahaha almost
bought a pair. keke. it's v fun to go out with my gma😘 and then i spent my entire sunday at home doing hmk. not so awesome....
that's my weekend, what's yours???

shall end off with this - everything happens for a reason, don't jump into conclusions.

hello 2013

supp guys. time flies and already 7 days of the new year have just gone by. i know this may be a bit late but HAPPY NEW YEAR! ^^ may you all have a blessed 2013.
i can't really believe that i'm turning 15 this year. seriously. in another 15 yrs time i'll be 30. whutttt. ok sec 3 life, so far so good i guess. had camp last week and today was the like 'first day of school'. haven't really see how the different teachers will be teaching so.... no comments about them i guess.
oh and 10 more days to see JAY PARK. wheeeeeeee :) can't wait keke. i think i may be leaving my blog URL on my twitter and instagram so more people visit it. yeah erm hello Germany readers(?) and US readers(?).... HAHAHA that's what googled told me when i checked my blog's page views kk. but i think my blog now is v unpresentable.
decided to do a short update before going to bed so shall stop now and goodnight! :-*
p.s : decided to share some pictures from my phone. had steamboat last night with fam and relatives, baystreet 21 at IMM on friday night(the food there isn't really nice). and finally some pictures of me and my siblings after a wedding dinner sometime ago... :)