she made my dayyy ^^

after replying her... the second message ^^



read the 'MY EPIC WORLD'. the first message in my inbox. ignore the below ones(:

botwwwww

had been sitting in front of my lappy ytd, trying to get as many votes for botw. finally, i'm in the lead so far. but there's 2 more days i guess. and the votes are really close.




see that orange bar, oh waitt. there's 2. just look for dreamasyoulivefor-ever (:
yay. read my next post for the person who randomly made my day ytd night ^^

ohwell

i think i ditch this blog fpr the entire day till now. spent my whole night on tumblr since i got nominated for botw...(: have been trying to get votes. got 11 so far(: 6 behind the highest. since hols alr started i decided to all screenshot into promo. hah. learnt how to take screenshot on my lappy ^^ it takes about 5 minutes for each promo+screenshot. this shows how tedious... jks.

erm. don't feel like sleeping now... many thing had been dying on me today. i forgot to charge both my lappy and phone last night. tmr is going to be another boring day. blehhh. bro's exam will end next week so yay ^^ need to start hmk on monday. ok set. this coming 2 weeks is not going to be v fun. drill prac, cheer prac. except for class party and CR. shit. why are they in the same week. anyways, CR isn't really confirmed.

bye bye earthlings (:

too much.

gahhh. can be disappointed for today right. ya. just rained )'': get it. tired like idk what. have to go for some CIP tmr. ugh.
ok nothing to say. must find stuff to do. if not I'll fall asleep. bleh.

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pissed + upset

walao. i'm not in a good mood now ok. thanks. i didn't know what to say right. sorry lah. you're boiling ehhh. ya. i'm stupid, shouldn't be so extra. next time i don't know what to say then i'll just shut can.

results were terrible can. so many people that scored so well are crying. don't need to compare so much right. i didn't cry today. unless you definition of crying is several drops of tears. that 1hour plus waiting for cca to start was terrible ok. can see a whole lot of people ^^ and some people not v happy about it.

saw my bus coming alr. LIKE AHHHH. if not i don't know have to wait how long. don't jump ok.

horrible day lahhh.

nothing much today again?

yeah. today was rather a happier day ^^ came home and decided to cake using the cake mix. and it turn out nice. hah.
although that annoys me but nvm.
oh. Just know that there's won't be streaming today ^^ but maybe one or two may change cause there may be new student ehh. okok. got to choose project work for next year. oh well. chose biotech. quite nice. but if there's lots of people joining, means looking at science results which i think i can get in. then second choice is only open to 5 people, comparing results again :P so i may end up in my third choice, the mics. com): didn't wanted to follow the rest to be 'special' and get in the weird one. erm. i forgot the name. they want to get in... and then just nice 4 in a group. then I'll be extra. rather try and put smth else :P
today's post quite long uhhh xD
okokok. what should i continue saying.
TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ^^
this year is like a vrooooom sia.
nothing else to say.
i don't feel like meeting up with you ok. it pisses me off like etjgtmatwd. i have to be sarcastic all the time but you think it's true. and i can't be too sarcastic. if not uhhh. speechless. and it's really weird. if you don't want to listen to my 'suggestion' then don't bother texting me and start asking me whywhywhy. it's just a 'suggestion' girl. xP
kaythanksbye.

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omg. i'm bored, are you?

i've nothing to do. ugh. not in the mood to read anymore. had been spending most of my time on tumblr. but my dash is dead alr. ohho. and and and. i just realized 1D is kind of nice ^^ hehe.

bye bye (:

baby you light up my world like nobody else ^^

understand?

"Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me. This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak. I don't feel welcome anymore. Baby, what happened? Please tell me .Cause one second it was perfect, Now you're halfway out the door"
-(guess where this is from too :D )

understand?

"This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken"

-(guess where it's taken from xD)

ohmo

i'm going to flood this page today. yay. omg. i feel like a bloated pillow or smth. just came back from breakfast. had dim sum at idk where. i don't know what to do now. heh. don't know what is it either. okk. that's all for now. see you.

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confused

i'm really messed up now. dreamt about smthsmthsmthsmthsmth. and why are you so nice. ya.
why did i react like that when you said that about her.
anyways goodmorning. woke up and i feel like I'm beaten up emotionally. oh well.
bye.

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boo

that's all for today. tired. very tired. going to read a bit of the book i borrowed today first. that book is awesome ^^

goodnight (:

howtolove

You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love x2
You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love x2
For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Never had a love
When you was just a young’un you’re looks but so precious
But now your grown up
So fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself so when you got older
It’s seems like you came back 10 times over
Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder
See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love x2
See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love x2
For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Had a love
You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn’t your fault
Wasn’t in your intentions
You the one here talking to me
You don’t wanna listen
But I admire your poppin bottles and dippin’
Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping
Baby, so don’t be mad
Nobody else trippin
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook
See You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love x2
See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love x2
Oooh,
See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
Yeah
And I want you to know, you’re far from the usual
Far from the usual
You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love x2
See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love x2
See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love x2

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love x2

i fell in love with this song. hah. i'm obviously lazy to add it in that mini playlist. maybe so other dayyy.

siannnn

today sucks like shit. totally. nothing much to say now. not in a good mood. tired. ugh. leg damn pain. hate flat foot. AND I'M HUNGRYY NOW. haven't had a meal today.
waiting for my dinner to be ready~
Bye.

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crapiest day

got back all my results today. and all off them are horrible. mostly Bs. only 1 A. how nice. really hope there ain't streaming.

oh. you and you and you. ehhh. today was horrible enough alr. and what are you guys trying to do uhhh. yay. i hate sec school life. esp the fact i'm in the so called first class. i've never been in such a high class until 2011. ok. and i don't like it.
tmr won't be fun either. drills till 6pm. ugh. there's much more reasons why. this year is going to be over soon. at the same time i'm excited. ya. hope it will be better.

i can't interpret it in another way so...
-asdfghjklqwertyuiopzxcvbnm-

so many. all happening in a day. this is so fun.
yes, i'm enjoying this feeling. ya right.
tyvm though.

byebye. no tears are allowed tonight kiddds. no. not at all.

todayyyy

nothing much today. you're worried for her. i'm glad.

oh oh. i did smth today. i'm lazy to get the pics for my phone so ya. i baked today and it's my first time that it's edible. i won't say what. i don't know whether i should a not. but i did. oh well.

nowww... it's so NOISY. it's a chaos. i swear. there's some family day crap. then kids go downstairs and play and so on(doesn't look like play at all -.-). walao. it's meant for kids right. why sing all those dialect songs(hokkien)?! getai or what. and it's kids singing them ok. and it's GAHHH. esp, the age gets lower and lower. and they are just screaming into the mic or smth. horribleeeee. hate the fact that i can hear it so clearly from my room. alr blasting music in my room. but their voice is sooooo loud. irritating. blehhhhhh. the music is horrible. the song is like don't know what generation. i pity the guest of honor or mc. no matter how horrible it is also must clap and say awesome. erm... this sounds more like a karaoke for aunties and uncles.
ya. mei joined some colouring contest downstairs. so i stood there for 1 1/2hour watching her. didn't win.

ohmo. their trying to sing english now?!?!?!?!?!? but it's sounds malay. SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i'm going to explode.

BYE.

blehhh.

i don't feel like talking about anything. why oh why. i mean. ya. i feel bad. but still.
kay. i don't want to talk about it.
and yes, results. oh well. mum didn't talk much about it. heh.
what should i do tmr. confirm not going out again cause of bro. need to find some things to do. ugh.

today was depressing though. ya.
bye kids.
sorry that i didn't blog ytd. this is because i can check the number of views from people that views more than once. and there's quite a lot? ya.

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BOTW

Please vote for me at thappyending.tumblr.com for Btow!(:
will promo you if you TA me the number of votes (:
and there are also other ways to get promoted. go look at my post at dreamasyoulivefor-ever.tumblr.com

I know this is going to be v v v hard for me cause my followers are like 'dead'. don't have a lot either :P but enough to give me a smile. GAH.

Anyways go vote ok! ^^
Not going to talk much about today though. nothing much. so yeah.
Night guys(:

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CORRECTIONS TO MY PREVIOUS POST

don't have the com with me now so ya. my previous post said -- there's no school tmr. I MEAN TODAY, NOT TMR.
but that today and tmr applies to ytd kkay.
Stupiak. abit confusing. BUT STILL. I'LL CHANGE IT WHEN I'M ON THE COM (x

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tmr

shall do a quick one. okokok. idw to go to school tmr. cause of several reasons. damn.
yknow i've been thinking of possibilities (i know this ain't the right word). and mostly myself. ugh. can there be a time machine. ya, i just lost my mind.

my posts are getting shorter. cause i'm running out of 'metaphors' idk what to use.
i can't even finish this sentence properly.

ohgosh. why are the days like vroooooom. i don't like the between t and l. see, i can't find a better one to use. i rather it remain t then i don't know where is it now. i just made myself speechless. oh well.

it's like smth smth smth. ya.

-asdfghjkl-
-> those are the unwanted words in this page.

have fun guessing my words. anyways. i still learning how to -i forgot the word- my post. which annoys me.

anyways. i need to sleep. slept at 8 last night. with my eyes looking like goldfish. you must think i'm kidding. but my eyelids always get swollen easily. i mean it's v v v v v v swollen ok. 3rd time in my life it was swollen till the next day. thank God there isn't school tmr.
BYE(:

title-less

within idk how many days. people viewed my blog. practically. the numbers jumped quite fast.

anyways. i don't have anything to talk about. mum is at home, not in the good mood. just go to work kay. but she's half day for the next 4 days. gosh.
tmr? i don't look forward to it. like totally. many reasons to it.

gah. i can't keep this 'entertaining'?! i've no idea what i'm going to do for the rest of the day either.

oh well.
sayy bye.

sick

Having a fever, my whole body is aching. i can't stand properly. dizzy. and idk what.

Boo. So i shall not see you today?
my siblings are like damn annoying. i couldn't sleep cause of them. and they are like making so much noise.
Gah.
BYE (:

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dream

i hate dreaming now. cause i'm always speechless in my dreams when encountering debate. ya, isn't fun.

anyways. i'm going to get somewhere else. so bye.

sayyyhi

i've no idea what i'm going to blog today. Oh well. This might take up some space. Let me share this awesome song here kay.


Face to face and heart to heart
We're so close yet so far apart
I close my eyes I look away
That's just because I'm not okay
But I hold on I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Deep down underneath it
Tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending
We will always be pretending

How long do I fantasize
Make believe that it's still alive
Imagine that I am good enough
If we can choose the ones we love
But I hold on I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Deep down underneath it
Tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending

Will we (oh oh) always (oh oh) be keeping secrets safe
Every move we make
Seems like nowhere's safe to go
And it's such a shame
Cuz if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Deep down underneath it
Tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending
Will we (oh oh) always (oh oh) be pretending

i'm going to try to add to that mini playlist tonight. erm. just click 'play'. yeah. i doubt i can rmb all those crap to sign in to mixpod.

words?

Adapted from - http://iphoneconvos.tumblr.com (:

openclosedeleteundelete

Ok fine. The theme and everything that is set in this blog took me veryy long. So, i'm not going to delete. or private it. Oh well.

bye and see you.