feeling so terrible........ at my age, the world doesn't just revolve around studying. there are also things that we never expect to become an 'obstacle'....
there are times when something is tried but failed. it has a really big impact on one's self esteem.. i guess? things isn't going to way i want it to. fml. failing to do things... and yknow that it is a responsibility.... it's effing disappointing. i don't know. useless. a burden. urgh.
after putting everything into a picture... it's too much. what else. is it even understood? sobs screw all this.
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
a short message
i just realized after viewing my blog through my computer.... the pictures i post through my phone turned out to be damn big when viewed on the computer. so sorry for that. idk know to adjust the size thru my phone.
anyways, happy valentine's day to all <3 and it's friday tmr wheee.
btw please go watch jay park's new mv. it's a free song so you can download it too. it's called 2013 Appetizer. http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=_PCNfXw8Ldc&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D_PCNfXw8Ldc
the appetizer was alr so good, can't wait for his 2013 album XD
goodnight(x peace✌
anyways, happy valentine's day to all <3 and it's friday tmr wheee.
btw please go watch jay park's new mv. it's a free song so you can download it too. it's called 2013 Appetizer. http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=_PCNfXw8Ldc&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D_PCNfXw8Ldc
the appetizer was alr so good, can't wait for his 2013 album XD
goodnight(x peace✌
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Chinese New Year 2013 Day 2 & 3
yesterday was the 2nd day of CNY, visited 4 houses (only visit them like once in a year. whoops) then went to my aunt's house for the rest of the day. my uncle cooked thai food for dinner. it was so good whoooo. a picture below kk(i'm using my phone so ya...)
today is the 3rd day, didn't do much... visited 1 house and then watch ah boys to men 2 (abtm2). it's was good, for those who haven't watched, go watch kk. ken chow aka joshua tan is really good looking.. hahahahaha😂
first 3 pictures - from ytd
the last 2 - abtm 2 and joshua.
that's all for today. school's starting tmr. sobbsss.
today is the 3rd day, didn't do much... visited 1 house and then watch ah boys to men 2 (abtm2). it's was good, for those who haven't watched, go watch kk. ken chow aka joshua tan is really good looking.. hahahahaha😂
first 3 pictures - from ytd
the last 2 - abtm 2 and joshua.
that's all for today. school's starting tmr. sobbsss.
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Chinese New Year 2013!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL ^^
lemme start my blog post with the school CNY celebration. it was rather fun this year since we were allowed to eat in class, taking pictures etc. shall let pictures do the talking (i'm actually not allowed to post, so just going to post a few.......
that's all i've to say about school CNY celebration...
So ytd was the CNY eve so we had reunion dinner. well.... i've no comments about the food/: all i know was that i ate really little. i was stuffing my bro with the food i had..
moving on~!
so today as usual, visiting houses etc etc. Woke up super early in the morning to help mum prepare lots of food for relatives that would be
coming over for lunch. then shower, change, and off for visiting.
as usual, visited my ah ma's house first (maternal grandparents' house). and yes first 2 ang baos for the day. they're the ones who gives the most during cny. hahahaha a v good to start our ang bao collection.
i'm too lazy to post all the pictures kk... moving on!
so the next house we are going to visit is my great grandma's house which was only walking distance away...
lemme tell you guys a joke. my sis was so nervous cause we were telling her to say all the cheng yu like shen ti jian kang, wan shi ru yi etc. and then she accidentally said sheng ri kuai le. ahahahahahahahah XD
moving on! so the next stop was my nai nai's house (paternal grandparent's house). met up with cousins and got more ang baos. keke.
so after visiting these 3 houses, it's a wrap for today. time to go home since people are coming over to my house... some pictures with dad before heading back!
moving on! so back in the car... more pictures.
so went back home and then relatives came over, talk/chat/gossip, gamble etc. let pictures do the talking ok...?
lemme start my blog post with the school CNY celebration. it was rather fun this year since we were allowed to eat in class, taking pictures etc. shall let pictures do the talking (i'm actually not allowed to post, so just going to post a few.......
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| the math reps. hahahahaha |
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| the picture is edited by natalie.... ^^ |
So ytd was the CNY eve so we had reunion dinner. well.... i've no comments about the food/: all i know was that i ate really little. i was stuffing my bro with the food i had..
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| A picture before dinner(: |
so today as usual, visiting houses etc etc. Woke up super early in the morning to help mum prepare lots of food for relatives that would be
coming over for lunch. then shower, change, and off for visiting.
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| #ootd |
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| self shot with bro ^^ |
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| self shot with sis (: |
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| my mum cheated kk. she tipped toe while taking this pic so she would be taller than me. heh :P |
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| With grandparents <3 |
i'm too lazy to post all the pictures kk... moving on!
so the next house we are going to visit is my great grandma's house which was only walking distance away...
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| sis getting ready. |
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| xi nian kuai le! |
lemme tell you guys a joke. my sis was so nervous cause we were telling her to say all the cheng yu like shen ti jian kang, wan shi ru yi etc. and then she accidentally said sheng ri kuai le. ahahahahahahahah XD
moving on! so the next stop was my nai nai's house (paternal grandparent's house). met up with cousins and got more ang baos. keke.
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| look rather weird here... but anyways, the 2 boys on the left are my cousins... |
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| need to grow taller. hmmmmm.. |
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| a self shot ok. hahaha |
so went back home and then relatives came over, talk/chat/gossip, gamble etc. let pictures do the talking ok...?
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| family photo <3 |
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| yu sheng |
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| huat ah. ahahaha |
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| everyone was v enthu. the vegetables started flying everywhere(my sis hair also had some). |
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| bu bu gao sheng, xue ye jing bu, shen ti jian kang! |
that's all i have for today. i'm like dead tired now. maybe more tmr? depends on wonder if i've pictures. goodnight!^^
Saturday, February 2, 2013
chinese new year in a week time(:
hiiii. i didn't really know what topic i can blog about so just want to share some pictures. CNY is coming like in a week so lots of like last min shopping for deco, plants(flowers etc)....
so on saturday(today) we decided to take the mrt to chinatown. the number of people here is really no joke. was like squeezing here and there. hahahaha... shall just let pictures do the 'talking'...
will post another post on the day itself......... i mean during CNY^^
so on saturday(today) we decided to take the mrt to chinatown. the number of people here is really no joke. was like squeezing here and there. hahahaha... shall just let pictures do the 'talking'...
will post another post on the day itself......... i mean during CNY^^
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
23.01.2013
everything bad seems to be coming in 1 day. which is today. had higher chinese test back today and yup i failed. getting mistakes at areas which are the easiest. the way i wrote certain words also made me minus marks. not just 1 but 2. and i did study for the test. maybe it wasn't the hardest? every time the confidence i had before a certain test disappears at the end of the test.
today, i took my amath test. i did my revision, tried practices and everything was still ok. even the work miss lim gave, i manage to do it and got the right answers. there's no major problems so far.... but who knew during the test, everything was gone. GONE. i couldn't solve the 1st and 2nd question which were the highest marks questions. i started to panic a lot. i solved the rest but had no confidence in my final answers at all. WHYY. i know how to solve them when given as hmk, i know how to solve them. but yeah, there mist be careless mistakes which made my ans really weird. i had only 10 minutes left, 2 undone, the rest not checked. i was on the verge of tears kk.... my hands were even 'trembling'. knowing ppl around me were done, i got even more scared. i can't even focus after thinking about the fear of failing it. i really don't understand why i could get my hmk done well but not in the test. a fail for sure.
there's no kids that wouldn't want to do well for their test... though i studied, i am still going to fail it. am i that stupid?! sighhhhhh)':
that's all.....
today, i took my amath test. i did my revision, tried practices and everything was still ok. even the work miss lim gave, i manage to do it and got the right answers. there's no major problems so far.... but who knew during the test, everything was gone. GONE. i couldn't solve the 1st and 2nd question which were the highest marks questions. i started to panic a lot. i solved the rest but had no confidence in my final answers at all. WHYY. i know how to solve them when given as hmk, i know how to solve them. but yeah, there mist be careless mistakes which made my ans really weird. i had only 10 minutes left, 2 undone, the rest not checked. i was on the verge of tears kk.... my hands were even 'trembling'. knowing ppl around me were done, i got even more scared. i can't even focus after thinking about the fear of failing it. i really don't understand why i could get my hmk done well but not in the test. a fail for sure.
there's no kids that wouldn't want to do well for their test... though i studied, i am still going to fail it. am i that stupid?! sighhhhhh)':
that's all.....
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
a quickie.
so far i still don't have the time to blog about my concert experience(part 2)... most probably this weekend, all the interesting things that happened will be mentioned there.
so a quick update....
lessons are much faster now and somehow i no longer feel it's the start of the year. was quite happy that i managed to understand history chapter 1 :) about WW1, TOV, LON etc etc. bio was good too........ however (yup there's always smth baddd), some lessons are terribly boring that i can't even really concentrate in class. for example, chemistry. maybe it's because of the teacher, i really don't like chem now. (rants) how unreasonable she is. ugh and yes, most prob i'm going to receive a scolding from her tmr. do you guys (esp students out there) think that teachers always love to put the blame on students? i really hate when teachers keep scolding the class and spoils everyone's mood. --- one reason i hate a particular subject. heh nuff said.
amaths test tmr! i think my revision wasn't v in depth but at least i got the different concepts downn. hopefully careless mistakes won't be everywhere..... hope it will be easy too.... so at least can do well for the first amaths test of the year. most prob in future amaths won't be easy anymoreeee...
ok goodnight :)
so a quick update....
lessons are much faster now and somehow i no longer feel it's the start of the year. was quite happy that i managed to understand history chapter 1 :) about WW1, TOV, LON etc etc. bio was good too........ however (yup there's always smth baddd), some lessons are terribly boring that i can't even really concentrate in class. for example, chemistry. maybe it's because of the teacher, i really don't like chem now. (rants) how unreasonable she is. ugh and yes, most prob i'm going to receive a scolding from her tmr. do you guys (esp students out there) think that teachers always love to put the blame on students? i really hate when teachers keep scolding the class and spoils everyone's mood. --- one reason i hate a particular subject. heh nuff said.
amaths test tmr! i think my revision wasn't v in depth but at least i got the different concepts downn. hopefully careless mistakes won't be everywhere..... hope it will be easy too.... so at least can do well for the first amaths test of the year. most prob in future amaths won't be easy anymoreeee...
ok goodnight :)
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